The Lack of Good Times

This blog is depressing. At least for me. It’s about time I did something that made me happy.

Yesterday was a really bad day for me. I went out with a friend, and couldn’t last more than 20 minutes. I left and walked around aimlessly through a shopping. I finally figured out a place that I’ve never been to with LOML… the bookstore. I love to read, but she doesn’t. So, I thought I would be emotionally safe there. Wrong!!

I came across a book of baby names. Immediately thought of Sarah… the name we chose for our ‘future daughter’.

I bought a couple of books (I have a bad habit of shopping when depressed) and went home. Later that night, went out for coffee with a friend. After which, I drove around aimlessly for over an hour.

Now if that’s not depressing, I don’t know what is.

So what do I want in life right now? I should go out with my friends, right? Well, I just ditched one after 20 minutes. So that’s not what I need.

I need to snuggle up with a good book… haven’t touched the book I bought, and it’s a number one bestseller.

I need to just chill and watch tv… the tv has been on for hours and I have no idea what’s going on with the plot.

I should hook up with another girl. I think we all know who I want in my life.

So what should I do?