Persistence vs Ego - Part I

A little bird called SL told me a story about regrets. To sum it up, if both people love each other, and you break up over something small, always fight for it. Meet up and clarify... if you don't you will regret it. You'll be plagued with "what if"... It was a true story based on the little bird's life.

After that she told me she realised that I am moping around because I actually love LOML... not because I'm lonely and just miss having somebody around. DUH!! Everybody assumes the guy is always a jerk... anyway, the bird told me that it's worth the trouble to get what I actually want in life.

So, magically, as if on cue, I noticed that LOML logged into the IM service that we use. (No free plugs on this blog!)

So I start telling her that I'm not gonna give up on the relationship. I'm not gonna accept this whole "move on with life" stuff. If she has insecurities, she can talk to me about it. We've done it with so many other issues. Things get better.

I told her that we have to talk in person. (All this while, it's all by phone, sms, IM). I wanted to have dinner with her and talk...

Let's have dinner... NO... Let's have dinner... NO... Let's have dinner... NO...

I was very persistent! Her reason for not wanting to meet up with me was it's part of her 'moving on with life plan'... basically she was forcing herself to do something her heart did not want...

And at the end... jeng jeng jeng...

Tune in next time....