Post-Holiday

She made it through the holidays without flipping out! I'm amazed... LOML has really improved. I like to think that the glass is half full! ;)

I kept in contact with her the whole time. She didn't need to be so clingy when friends came over, or when she went to see her son. So that was good. In other words, she only needs me there to comfort her when she's feeling lonely.

I admit, I did miss her a lot during the last couple of days. It's the holidays, when I was with my family. I always felt that something was missing. It was her. She's also family to me.

I haven't had a chance to see her yet. Went straight to the office. We are gonna meet up for lunch.

Maybe things are going to get better. Maybe I've been worrying too much.

I used to have this belief that things will always work out in the end. I always thought of that everytime shit happens. And it always does. Whether it was because of exams I didn't study for, or financial problems... it sorted itself out. Well, that's kind of illogical. It's more of the fact that if I have a positive attitude towards a problem, whatever actions I take should turn out for the best.

It's amazing what positive thinking can do.