It's been almost a week since I took LOML back... seems like forever though! I guess I'm not as happy as I was before when things got back to the way it used to be. During those other times, I didn't give up. I tried very hard to make the relationship work. She just played the role of "judge, jury and executioner". This time it's kinda new in terms of the roles... she broke up with me, and she came back to me.
Do I hate spending time with her? Of course not. It's great hanging out with her. As I've said before, we have a lot of great times. It's just the other things that get me a bit uncomfortable... like how things are going to be like in the future... whether she will learn from the past...
If I'm not that excited to get back together with her, then why did I? 'Cause I'm a sucker when it comes to women who cry... hell, they don't even have to cry... all they have to do is look sad. First thing I want to do is run over and help them out.
Well, I just realised something... I didn't get back together for 'us'... I got back together with her for 'her'... and the sacrifices just keep on coming...
Should I expect something in return? Better treatment... or an attitude readjustment on her behalf? Nah... the best gifts are the ones with no strings attached... don't you think?
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