I do not buy that bullshit when your loved one is too busy to answer your phone call or reply to your text message... if you were to stop working for two minutes, would the company come to a grinding halt? Hell no!
When I asked LOML this question, she agrees with me. But she insists that "work time is for work"... of course that doesn't apply to her... if she needs to ask me something, I have to take the time to answer.
Last few days have been tough on me... I've gone into depression... I'm home sick... and of course, when I get that way, I want to have a quick chat with her... just to cheer myself up a bit so I can go on with my day... she obviously doesn't have the time for me...
When I told her this, she says 'well, we have that time when I drive home from work'.. it's a ten minute drive! All you have for me is ten minutes in the whole fucking day!?
We haven't had a proper conversation in over a week... even on the weekends! Quite simply, she couldn't care less about me...
When I told her I'm depressed because I'm lonely, she tells me that she's scared... not because my mental health is at stake, but because if I find friends here, I won't need her anymore...
Ironically, when I want to spend some time talking to her on the phone, she doesn't think it's important...
All I want is a couple of minutes... I just want to feel that there's something to look forward to... coming home to someone who loves me... I guess that's too much too ask...
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ditto on everything you said. i totally agree. f*** them for doing this. nobody is THAT busy. you can even talk while in the bathroom, or walking up the stairs, even just to the next department. if you're decapacitated, dead in a ditch somewhere, then you CAN not call. thats the only excuse.
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